2012... Sometime has passed sense I have been to my blogger account. But a wise person told me I should start using it again.. That would be my older smart sister
Jessica Middour.
Life for me has seem to turned into a roller coaster. But it's the story of my life, right.. Things are never perfect for anyone, but things can be pretty darn good for most. But for me it seems to be just spiraling down hill. The boys are getting older and more "Teenage" Johny is going on 12 this June and Noah just turned 10. They give me lip and attitude.. Drives me crazy. Bobby is OK to a point but then he drinks a lot .. He is an alcoholic. It is hard living with one. My dad had a drinking problem growing up.. I hated it... now I deal with it again on a daily bases.. I feel like I am going crazy.
My Graves' Disease seems to be bothering me more and more.. it seems like the stress of my everyday life is making it flare up.. I feel SO tired all the time..
any who.. I guess this is all I have to say for now.. I think I will try and visit more often to unload thoughts..
Jessica Middour.
Life for me has seem to turned into a roller coaster. But it's the story of my life, right.. Things are never perfect for anyone, but things can be pretty darn good for most. But for me it seems to be just spiraling down hill. The boys are getting older and more "Teenage" Johny is going on 12 this June and Noah just turned 10. They give me lip and attitude.. Drives me crazy. Bobby is OK to a point but then he drinks a lot .. He is an alcoholic. It is hard living with one. My dad had a drinking problem growing up.. I hated it... now I deal with it again on a daily bases.. I feel like I am going crazy.
My Graves' Disease seems to be bothering me more and more.. it seems like the stress of my everyday life is making it flare up.. I feel SO tired all the time..
any who.. I guess this is all I have to say for now.. I think I will try and visit more often to unload thoughts..
things I felt while typing this: lonely, sad, anger,
