Monday, April 16, 2012

Sigh... Huhhhhh...

i feel used abused mistreated misunderstood depressed sad angry unwanted lost. i am lost anymore. i am spiraling into a disaster. every things feels like it's over. i just want to cry so hard sometimes. but i stop myself . i'm tired if crying anymore. it's taking a toll on me physically. all the stress. it's gonna end me i swear. i don't know what bobby thinks. i sleep on the couch. for a week now. don't know if he don't care or is trying to give me space. but what ever. i'm tired of the fights of rage. the drinking. name calling. tired of it all. i'm cold most the time. hands tremor bad anymore.
sadness...

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